Discouraged

I feel so discouraged today. Nothing seems to be going my way! Home, school, and work all seem to be going downhill! We don't have the money to make our bills current or pay the ones that we are incurring right now! Bill collectors call twenty times a day! Yet, in all of this, all I can think about is having a baby. I have received low grades on my last tests in three classes! My work is getting more frustrating and the desire to begin a new and exciting career is constantly pulling at me. I feel so down!

I want to go shop so bad! That is usually what I like to do when I am feeling down! Something about finding a new outfit makes me happy! Of course, we have no money so it would not be smart to do that!

I wish that someone would call me with a job offer, just to let me know that I am being considered! I have sent resumes to a million people applying for jobs I know I can do and still nothing! What is it???? Am I not skilled enough, don't have the right credentials, what!!!

I remind myself of a scripture that says no matter what state or circumstance you are in, be content. So today, that is my goal.